brigettemarie's Journals on Buzznet http://brigettemarie.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[death is here for me.almost I hope.]]> http://brigettemarie.buzznet.com/user/journal/1218291/ Buzznet brigettemarie 2007-10-29T12:25:00Z <![CDATA[why me?]]> http://brigettemarie.buzznet.com/user/journal/999351/ why if your looking for love that makes u crazy.I'm not I just want someone to love me and not get sick of me.I just want a place just like everyone else.I'm only scared off my ass to lose people cuz every body has left me.I don't want to die alone. I just want to love. crazy I guess. If caring is crazy then I'm one crazy ass bitch. I will always forgive for thats the only thing my heart is good for. I don't want to be a matt no more I want some one to love me back for once. It's hard when all I can do is give but my heart herts I guess I will try again. If I break I will never to it again for I am sore sad and filled with fear.I guess love is just wishfull thinking.I really seem to like wishful thinking.I must be doing something wrong but I still don't get it. I never will. I love I will die loving and my family has left me for I am just a soul with no path. the only path I seem to have wont stop going in circles.stop please I'm getting sick please give me a breaklove me mom dad or some one. it's shure getting dark in hear. I hate the dark. I'm so lost I fear I will never find my way.mom love u dad i miss u. friends I love u to. I don't want to scare anyone or push away a soul I'm just lost as fuck and want some fucking help.these are the words I speek for I am alone and want my family and friends support for I'm so alone It's so cold in here for I am your pretty doll that u sit on your shelf when u are done with me. bleeding why. why can't I just be happy or is that not ok. I guess I'm not ent to be happy. this is all written in fear of losing every body I'm scared to look at my empty room again. hugs and kisses are all just a  bunch of teddy bear talk i guess.were is love I keep reaching out for I will not stop seeking love for that is my path a long hard cold scary path.my chest herts I just want to be held for I feel so emty I'm drain were does it all come from. my energy is so gone washed away.take me home for I am done herting I just want to cuddle up to teddy and tell him y belly herts I'm in so much pain cause I don't want to be left in the cold again. for I seem to hold on so tight for I amm sorry I just want someone to love. wierd I know.I don't want to scare anyone for I just want love. scary word I know. me out of all people should know how scary that word is.

 

brigettemarie belly's in pain I just want ti hide cause i feel alone.

]]> Buzznet brigettemarie 2007-09-15T03:00:00Z <![CDATA[bp. played at the undergroung it was bad.]]> http://brigettemarie.buzznet.com/user/journal/997381/ jaming is my life for fucking shure. music is the only thing that keeps my life going. my life time set up would be to open for my fav band afi one day that would be sick as fuck.I one day hope that I will be the next jackass.

 

 

 

 

brigettemarie.       china doll

]]> Buzznet brigettemarie 2007-09-14T17:17:00Z <![CDATA[music and how i feel about punk.]]> http://brigettemarie.buzznet.com/user/journal/705261/ got to love it and all the hot guys just kidding any ways. it's all about the music with music this world would be mad and i would have not lasted this long there would be no way in hell i could have lasted this long were all the same our parents hate are music and they hate what we were but thats ok because i hate what they were. and I will blast my music as loud as i can for my complex to here it.

 

 

       brigettemarie china doll.

]]> Buzznet brigettemarie 2007-07-28T11:12:00Z <![CDATA[how hard it is to truely grow up.]]> http://brigettemarie.buzznet.com/user/journal/698761/ A  it's hard when u have to own up to your own stuff I learnd that last night when i heated up a fight and had to own it up to the cops. im a good girl it's just i forgot it was not high school any more and now i see that being 17 was much easer even when i thought i knew it all i shure as hell didn't so being an adolt really isn't that easy it's a lot harder than moning about the fact that your mom tuck your self phone away or something.what would i give just to be a kid agian and go on jaming in me geroge and doing all the little stupid games i used to play. but thats not the point of this my point is that u can't go back wards and u just need to own up to your shit and get on with your life.

 

one positive i got my own house wich means my rules and it can't get better than that.

 

china doll brigettemarie  

]]> Buzznet brigettemarie 2007-07-27T10:41:00Z <![CDATA[i love muffins]]> http://brigettemarie.buzznet.com/user/journal/625791/ aaaaaaaaaaa i love muffins.      love brigettemarie.     

 

 

 

 

china doll   brigettemarie    lovin all muffin lovers

]]> Buzznet brigettemarie 2007-07-16T15:57:00Z <![CDATA[the table that sitts in the dark the doll that sitts on my shelf]]> http://brigettemarie.buzznet.com/user/journal/577121/ the tea cup I drink from the chair I sit at the bed I sleep.

blood is my contact tea cup is the life I live the bed is soon to be a resting place, a place of peace.I give my life to the one who brakes me from this lonley shelf. looking at u through this glass frame I see a pumkin,a pumkin with one hell of a smile.u sit and grin as if u will live on will u go on or is this your final stage a selfish thing I call a being. well thank u for drinking tea and come and visit,read I have so much to tell.   

 

 

brigettemarie china doll    little apple red doll

]]> Buzznet brigettemarie 2007-07-09T16:39:00Z <![CDATA[lovin life.]]> http://brigettemarie.buzznet.com/user/journal/574431/ hey it's your china doll. I want to have a tea party with u and all of your glass doll. we should all have some bloody tea and some crazy fun together it's all the fun in the dark that u all want. it's never ending.

 

 

 

 

brigettemarie  china doll.

]]> Buzznet brigettemarie 2007-07-09T10:37:00Z <![CDATA[my love for my music]]> http://brigettemarie.buzznet.com/user/journal/557961/ Buzznet brigettemarie 2007-07-06T17:26:00Z <![CDATA[love u guys sis levi chris u have all been the best in the widest world.......]]> http://brigettemarie.buzznet.com/user/journal/557811/ Buzznet brigettemarie 2007-07-06T16:52:00Z